insight.

I'm going to be a photographer. 

Decided today. It's gonna happen. I love photography too much to not allow it to be a huge part of what I do. SO...I'm going for it. Along with being a vet tech :)

I spent the day with my best friend. It's refreshing to be able to talk to her and gain a bit of perspective on some things. She always leaves me with a feeling of...confidence I guess. I feel like I can actually make all my craziest dreams come true, like maybe those dreams aren't so crazy after all. 

Along with deciding I'm going to do photography for real, I've decided I'm going to start writing again. Who says you can't have more than one job? Journalism can be a side thing too. :)

I'm getting really excited seeing all of these pieces of my life falling into place. I spend every day picturing how my life is going to play out after I finally get out of school. 

I also just discovered a new country band, Coldwater Jane, that I am in love with. 

♫I got a will like a freight train, hellbent on barreling through. I wont crawl in the corner and wither, cuz theres something to prove when theres nothing to lose. The world will wear you right down to the bone, make your tired heart want to put your dreams up for sale, but you’ve been tossed around like a rag doll enough,  up and down on your luck, it’ll either make you frail or tough as nails.♫ <-- So true about me hah

I also wanna say thank you to all of my friends that support me so much no matter what. I know most of them won't ever read this, but my friends mean the world to me, and I thank God every day for them. I wouldn't be where I am without my best friends.

I'm happy. Really happy. And almost content. For the first time in months. =] thanks to God, the fact that its almost winter, my Nikon camera, my family, my amazing best friend Victoria, Nate, Nando, and the best guy in the whole world=Cody. 

I couldn't live without any of that/them, and I'm so glad I'll never have to know what it feels like to not have them in my life.

Have I mentioned I love writing? =]

Deuces for tonight. 

John 10:10 [Jesus says] I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.