How can so much change so quickly? How can something that once looked so good turn into something that daily breaks your heart? This isn't how its supposed to go...this isn't right. So what's left to do?
I am now way too familiar with the phrase "stuck between a rock and a hard place." The problem? I put myself there. The bigger problem? I can't get out. Not without hurting myself and everyone else anyways.
I've always learned that god works all things for our good. So I'm trying to trust that, but this faith is proving more difficult to walk out than I thought.
All I can say is things better change...and fast.
The urge to run, the restlessness, the heart of stone I sometimes get. The things I do for foolish pride, the me that's never satisfied. The face thats in the mirror when I don't like what I see. I guess that's just the cowboy In me.
Lord change my heart. Or change my circumstances. Whatever is best. But please change something
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